musicloverhoney

Well, many things have come to light in my life in the last few weeks. I am facing the loss of a loved one that follows a totally different belief system than I have for most of my life. Realizing that this man is a wonderful human being that loves the Lord and lives his life as best he can based on what he feels God requires of him, I don't believe for a moment that this man woud spent eternity burning in hell. So, I have to say now that I guess I'm not a Baptist. The Lord does come first in most aspects of my life, but I absolutely love my family and friends and care a great deal about people in general. Sometimes I feel like that may be part of a special gift that God gave me. That, and I am capable of forgiving in a way that most people can't understand. Of course, that doesn't mean I'll forget or give a person another chance to hurt or deceive me. Back to the caring part, I love to follow the stories of little children that are sick or hurt on a website called caringbride.com. I write them every few days and tell them how I am praying for them and send them little gifts. That is an incredible way to feel like you've done something worth a damn in your life. When you know you've made a child smile, you can smile too. I really would love to have that beautiful, loving family that you dream of as a young girl. But, as I grew older I came to know that having that is not an absolute for me. So, I am not here because I need someone in my life. I am here because I would love to meet more spritual people. Also, if I found somone to grow into a loving relationship with, he's going to have to be open minded about religious beliefs, but sure in his faith in the Lord. Other than that, I am not picky in a typical sense. There are some "types" that I have been drawn to, but I have also found that what makes a person attractive to me is much deeper than his style, the kind of music he listens to, or many of those other superficial things. I like a man with a good sense of humour. If you can make me laugh, you've made the first step. I also like a man with kind eyes. I know, that is such a vague statement. But, to specify, if I feel a sense of comfort when I look into your eyes and you look into mine and we both smile ... that's it. And I suppose that kinda boils down to chemistry. So, if anything you read has piqued your interest ... please, feel free to send me a message and let me know.

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